User blog:Commander Heathcliff/Just wondering

Yo. So I just have a question for all of you; should I still be here? It seems to me as though I am not particularlly contributing anything and have not done so since New Eden, which was some time ago. And before that I had not done much. Not including the wake of confusion following DMR's departure, of which I was in a state of not knowing what to do.

If I am needed, I will remain regardless of my own situation, this has been the case and will never change. I am just not sure if that is the case. I do not plan on leaving abruptly, but nothing seems to be holding me here. I was rebuked from really being in the return of Yoth, and my attempt to reintegrate into it was. . .partially successful at best.

My main objective recently seems to be almost exclusively trashing on B.H., and while that is just so much fun, it is not really what I want to do. And I would rather remain in control of my characters, permanently. But just how well does that work out if I am doing nothing? It's rather confusing, and I am at a loss at what to do. Therefore I ask you.